You've been pretty since the day you were born, So the roots of your beautiful hair.

I feel a whole lot better about myself after that, its not every day that you share chats with a headteacher over some coffee and cake! Ruth's lovely, I feel I can actually do it now, I put myslef down far too much.
Looking back to an old assemly that Mrs Rogers gave us about a can.
'Theres no such thing as can't' or something like that.
If I can ride a horse and do what Ive done with Ralphie then I can pretty much have faith in doing anything else. Im just not used to being around a load of know-it-alls!
Im currently sat on my own doing some Psychology work, I like being on my own sometimes, it gives me time to think. Im buzzin away with my ipod and shizz.
Im confused though, I find it so easy to change my mind...like if I get the grades then I could potentially go to Uni, but then I want to travel and get another horse? I dont know what would be best. I mean I dont want to be stuck doing a shitty little job, I think I go around saying I wont go to Uni cos everyone else is... Im not one to follow anymore, the best thing I can do is think about it, I will put Uni applications in next year and I'll see where I end up. Its money though...
So much going through my head! :S


I love this! I always wish I could go back to that night, was far too good, we were all so happy...


Im so into White lies new album, check it out

Fairwell to the fairground, these rides arent working anymore

I want to give up yet theres something there telling me to troop on, I mean only less than two years of this then I can do what I please right? I've got a few plans, for a start you'l be going off to Uni, so, I can atleast attempt and succeed in losing weight or toneing up, spend more time on work and the horse.
I want to get a simple job buy another horse, preferably a youngter and go from there. Whats stopping me. Oh and once Im 18 im free to go out.
Im wishing my days away but I just want to be old enough to be independant!
Il be driving in a few months and I cant wait.