I adore Ke$ha too much...
So, its february already...shiiiiit.
Not long till summer! Cant wait, hopefully Il be heading off to centreparcs at the start and South France at the end! 4 months till my birthday...and then il be starting to drive! A road trip will be in store for after I pass!!!! Then only a year until Im 18! Ahhhhhhhhh. Im on a high today! So much to look forward to, I have high expectations for Ralphie boy, hopefully buy another one in about 2 years if all goes to plan, I dont care about Uni, but I might change my mind thats if I get the right grades which I doubt! Maybe do a foundation course in horse management, I can imagine it'l be aload of balls though. Ah Il find something to do!
Saturday, 29 January 2011
Friday, 28 January 2011
Bangin'
She says she likes my watch, but she wants Steve’s AP
And she stay up all hours watching QVC
She said she loves my songs, she bought my mp3
And so I put her number in my Bold BB
I got a black BM, She got a white TT
She wanna see what’s hiding in my CK briefs
I tell her wear suspenders and some PVC
And then I’ll film it all up on my JVC
Uhh, scene one. Everybody get in your positions.
Pay attention, and listen.
We’re trying get this in one take, so lets try and
make that happen.
Take one, action!
She pose for FHM, She like my Black LV
We spinnin’ LPR, up on my APC
I’m in my PRPS and my Nike SB’s
Ravin’ with SHM, London to NYC
I got my Visa and My Visa
A diva and her dealer
Bitch I’m up on the guest list with the Swedish House
Mafia
You can find me on a table full of vodka and tequila
Surrounded by some bunnies, and it aint fucking easter
I wake up in the morning with a mild case of amnesia
With a girl that like a girl like Lindsay Lohan, Queen
Latifah
If you niggas are balling then boy I must be Fifa
And that’s standard procedure from Miami 2 Ibiza
From Miami 2 Ibiza,Yeah, From Miami 2 Ibiza
And she stay up all hours watching QVC
She said she loves my songs, she bought my mp3
And so I put her number in my Bold BB
I got a black BM, She got a white TT
She wanna see what’s hiding in my CK briefs
I tell her wear suspenders and some PVC
And then I’ll film it all up on my JVC
Uhh, scene one. Everybody get in your positions.
Pay attention, and listen.
We’re trying get this in one take, so lets try and
make that happen.
Take one, action!
She pose for FHM, She like my Black LV
We spinnin’ LPR, up on my APC
I’m in my PRPS and my Nike SB’s
Ravin’ with SHM, London to NYC
I got my Visa and My Visa
A diva and her dealer
Bitch I’m up on the guest list with the Swedish House
Mafia
You can find me on a table full of vodka and tequila
Surrounded by some bunnies, and it aint fucking easter
I wake up in the morning with a mild case of amnesia
With a girl that like a girl like Lindsay Lohan, Queen
Latifah
If you niggas are balling then boy I must be Fifa
And that’s standard procedure from Miami 2 Ibiza
From Miami 2 Ibiza,Yeah, From Miami 2 Ibiza
Thursday, 27 January 2011
Don't it always seem to go that you dont know what you've got till its gone
I have dug myself in, again. I promised myself I wouldnt get like this again not after Ryde high. I seriously think I need help.
Counciling maybe one of the options, It might help me get out of this stupid situation, because I will look back in a few years and regret that I didnt do anything.
As soon as I finish any lesson at college Im just so set on getting out there and going home, and when Im home I forget about college.
Once again Im looking for an easy option out of this, but its not going to happen this time.
Counciling maybe one of the options, It might help me get out of this stupid situation, because I will look back in a few years and regret that I didnt do anything.
As soon as I finish any lesson at college Im just so set on getting out there and going home, and when Im home I forget about college.
Once again Im looking for an easy option out of this, but its not going to happen this time.
Monday, 24 January 2011
I sing for my supper and Im pretty well fed.
Right. This is going to be a long blog.
Firstly, why buy a horse that isnt worth that ridiculous price and then give up on it cos it throws you off? like...twice. It needs exercise! and it needs to go out. You need to fit around his needs not just your own. You need to be positive about this, you are never going to find a horse thats perfect, so why say your going to sell him? You havnt even tried. To get a horse fit and better you need to spend TIME with it, give it fuss and execise it, not just do it when you fancy cos your social lifes more important or you just cant be bothered cos it doesnt do what you want it to do. Makes me angry, I have spent years working with Ralph and look at where its got me, He's the best I could ever get him! and the only horse I could ever ask for. But you don't see it like that, you don't love your horse or any of your previous horse for that matter, Milo loved me and my mum more than you! Because we showed that we cared!
11o'clock+ is a stupid time to be doing your horse in the morning, its not fair for him to be stood in his own shit with no hay for more than 10 hours. He also needs rutine for gods sake, horses like to know whats going on. Blimey Im glad my mum brought me up well. You think your all experienced and shit, but to be honest your no where near. Nether am I but Im the one with the common sense.
Why cant it be like the old times? At one point I thought you actually loved having Milo but that all went to shit, anyway I used to enjoy our laughs and stuff not just with you but your mum aswell, you two used to spend toomuch time round mine but I didnt care! Your family, but ever since Dad told you off for raising your voice in our own house you havnt bothered apologising or even stepping foot in the bloody place. I want you two to stop being so weird and face up to reality, your not right all the time you have to accept that. You were the only close family I had, I have built this back up and yet you still dont bother talking to your own sister, who didnt do anything wrong in the first place and in fact was right all the way through that when your were wrong. This is all unessesary, Im nothing to do with this yet Im stuck in the middle. Nan wouldnt of wanted this and I certainly dont want this anymore.
You know what It feels like everyone around me are drifting away, to be honest I knew it would happen and Ive tried to keep it together but at every angle it fails. and you know what I dont care. Who needs anyone when you've got yourself, your horse and parents. I hate being picked up and dropped when conveiniant, just cos you've "moved on", obviously.
Im sorry but I'm sick of college breaks, I know Im hardly there but Its so boring, No one talks. They just want to work. In a break!!!!!!!! I know not everyone can see it like I do, and thats probably for the best as things probably would never get done..but Its called having a laugh? with 'friends'??? Chilling?
It occurs to me that our 'close' group of friends is infact not very close. Its true.
The only thing that kept us together was school. Fact.
I miss the old old days...
But theres no going back. As per usual, as we've already found out with Ashleigh.
I was so Naive.
Until I can get out of this circle of nothingness Im just going to have to put up with this.
I want to see my yard girls :( whatever the weather theres always a laugh to be had, a ride to be ridden and a bitch to be bitched about, thats how we role and I feel normal doing that. We just dont do it enough and It seems silly, the amount of time we all spend up there yet we hardly talk anymore, like a group.
Ive changed I know, I love being how I am now rather than the old shy me.
If it wanst for Sam I wouldnt of come out of that stupid little bubble of mine,
I may complain about him, (as I look at negatives more than positives) but he has been there whenever I needed him, and to be honest he should never have a bad word said about him, as a person he is pretty genuine. I needn't forget this.
There. I should really write this in a diary instead of posting this on the fucking internet but these days who cares. End of.
Firstly, why buy a horse that isnt worth that ridiculous price and then give up on it cos it throws you off? like...twice. It needs exercise! and it needs to go out. You need to fit around his needs not just your own. You need to be positive about this, you are never going to find a horse thats perfect, so why say your going to sell him? You havnt even tried. To get a horse fit and better you need to spend TIME with it, give it fuss and execise it, not just do it when you fancy cos your social lifes more important or you just cant be bothered cos it doesnt do what you want it to do. Makes me angry, I have spent years working with Ralph and look at where its got me, He's the best I could ever get him! and the only horse I could ever ask for. But you don't see it like that, you don't love your horse or any of your previous horse for that matter, Milo loved me and my mum more than you! Because we showed that we cared!
11o'clock+ is a stupid time to be doing your horse in the morning, its not fair for him to be stood in his own shit with no hay for more than 10 hours. He also needs rutine for gods sake, horses like to know whats going on. Blimey Im glad my mum brought me up well. You think your all experienced and shit, but to be honest your no where near. Nether am I but Im the one with the common sense.
Why cant it be like the old times? At one point I thought you actually loved having Milo but that all went to shit, anyway I used to enjoy our laughs and stuff not just with you but your mum aswell, you two used to spend toomuch time round mine but I didnt care! Your family, but ever since Dad told you off for raising your voice in our own house you havnt bothered apologising or even stepping foot in the bloody place. I want you two to stop being so weird and face up to reality, your not right all the time you have to accept that. You were the only close family I had, I have built this back up and yet you still dont bother talking to your own sister, who didnt do anything wrong in the first place and in fact was right all the way through that when your were wrong. This is all unessesary, Im nothing to do with this yet Im stuck in the middle. Nan wouldnt of wanted this and I certainly dont want this anymore.
You know what It feels like everyone around me are drifting away, to be honest I knew it would happen and Ive tried to keep it together but at every angle it fails. and you know what I dont care. Who needs anyone when you've got yourself, your horse and parents. I hate being picked up and dropped when conveiniant, just cos you've "moved on", obviously.
Im sorry but I'm sick of college breaks, I know Im hardly there but Its so boring, No one talks. They just want to work. In a break!!!!!!!! I know not everyone can see it like I do, and thats probably for the best as things probably would never get done..but Its called having a laugh? with 'friends'??? Chilling?
It occurs to me that our 'close' group of friends is infact not very close. Its true.
The only thing that kept us together was school. Fact.
I miss the old old days...
But theres no going back. As per usual, as we've already found out with Ashleigh.
I was so Naive.
Until I can get out of this circle of nothingness Im just going to have to put up with this.
I want to see my yard girls :( whatever the weather theres always a laugh to be had, a ride to be ridden and a bitch to be bitched about, thats how we role and I feel normal doing that. We just dont do it enough and It seems silly, the amount of time we all spend up there yet we hardly talk anymore, like a group.
Ive changed I know, I love being how I am now rather than the old shy me.
If it wanst for Sam I wouldnt of come out of that stupid little bubble of mine,
I may complain about him, (as I look at negatives more than positives) but he has been there whenever I needed him, and to be honest he should never have a bad word said about him, as a person he is pretty genuine. I needn't forget this.
There. I should really write this in a diary instead of posting this on the fucking internet but these days who cares. End of.
Monday, 17 January 2011
This is meganigga ultra nigmatic,
Aha I can blog at college.
Also check out that "checkitout" song by nicki minaj and will.i.am, look at the lyrics...
Im off lessons just finished!
Also check out that "checkitout" song by nicki minaj and will.i.am, look at the lyrics...
Im off lessons just finished!
Saturday, 15 January 2011
Monday, 10 January 2011
To tell the truth Ive told my share of lies
Brilliant, So im second best, all the time. No worries next time you wanna do something I shall say no. I give up.
4 months till my birthday, I cannot wait to drive, Dad is gonna be too funny teaching me aha, he's the best. Il be the most experienced 17 year old driver everrrrrr after he's finished with me!
I cant explain how pissed off I am right now, Im glad Ive got my cousin back, I can talk to her.
4 months till my birthday, I cannot wait to drive, Dad is gonna be too funny teaching me aha, he's the best. Il be the most experienced 17 year old driver everrrrrr after he's finished with me!
I cant explain how pissed off I am right now, Im glad Ive got my cousin back, I can talk to her.
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Come with me, I'll take you there,
So Ive sorted that, well not quite but Im gonna make it hang for abit.
Im just not in the best of moods at the moment, everyone seems to be busy so I cant get away from it all. Maybe college wasnt such a good idea. I should of just left my education for good, gone somewhere else. I need to start again, go somewhere new, I really wouldnt mind going abroad for awhile, or travel to the mainland and work at a racecourse. That would be living in style.
Fuck you all.
I want to sing and play guitar
Im just not in the best of moods at the moment, everyone seems to be busy so I cant get away from it all. Maybe college wasnt such a good idea. I should of just left my education for good, gone somewhere else. I need to start again, go somewhere new, I really wouldnt mind going abroad for awhile, or travel to the mainland and work at a racecourse. That would be living in style.
Fuck you all.
I want to sing and play guitar
Friday, 7 January 2011
Will you be there when I fall to pieces
Yet another shitty day, You know the days where you wish someone would just hug you till you burst someone to just cry on. No one was there. I was that desperate I would of hugged my teacher.
Thursday, 6 January 2011
I wont remind you, You said we wouldn't be apart
Well, that went well. It baffles me how you don't understand, I aint sinking to that level. Im sorry, You do know I have feelings as well? Pha.
I find myself slipping in and out of negative and positive moods, not my fault but no doubt will I regret writing this, I need to grow up abit, Ive let too many emotions over run my life recently I hate showing people my weaknesses, Im not like that. I just cry at the slightest, maybe I need councilling, dun dun duuuun.
Ah fuck it, Il sleep on it.
Me being abit vein, Thats what happens when I have the college camera, and no im not naked, I like it but I hate photos of myself! Ive only just uploaded one to facebook, took some guts! Im not like I used to be, like back in the day with bebo and myspace, I was constantly taking photos of my face! Ha
I find myself slipping in and out of negative and positive moods, not my fault but no doubt will I regret writing this, I need to grow up abit, Ive let too many emotions over run my life recently I hate showing people my weaknesses, Im not like that. I just cry at the slightest, maybe I need councilling, dun dun duuuun.
Ah fuck it, Il sleep on it.
Me being abit vein, Thats what happens when I have the college camera, and no im not naked, I like it but I hate photos of myself! Ive only just uploaded one to facebook, took some guts! Im not like I used to be, like back in the day with bebo and myspace, I was constantly taking photos of my face! Ha
So this could be the end, So this could be the end...
Kings of Leon, Festival, Yes.
If they werent going I wouldnt be going. Festivals shit this year, Oh maybe Tom Jones?
Sex Bomb.
Its so rainy and miserable today, I was hoping to ride but tea in the house sounded better. Fuck college I so CBA right now, Its only an hour an a half of my life wasted on doing shit art with Jazza. Nige.
I havnt sorted my bus pass so thats another £3.40 wasted.
Ah well, only another year and a half! It'l fly by.
5 months and 10 days till my birthdayyy, 1 year 5 months and 10 days untill my 18th.
Thats TOO long.
Its gonna be messy as fuck. I dont want to stick to drinking on the Island I think Portsmouth and Southhampton! Lets get stabbed! Aha.
Sorry this is a little bit funny..
If they werent going I wouldnt be going. Festivals shit this year, Oh maybe Tom Jones?
Sex Bomb.
Its so rainy and miserable today, I was hoping to ride but tea in the house sounded better. Fuck college I so CBA right now, Its only an hour an a half of my life wasted on doing shit art with Jazza. Nige.
I havnt sorted my bus pass so thats another £3.40 wasted.
Ah well, only another year and a half! It'l fly by.
5 months and 10 days till my birthdayyy, 1 year 5 months and 10 days untill my 18th.
Thats TOO long.
Its gonna be messy as fuck. I dont want to stick to drinking on the Island I think Portsmouth and Southhampton! Lets get stabbed! Aha.
Sorry this is a little bit funny..
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
She's a good girl, Crazy bout Elvis
Second bloggy of the day,
I scived but hey, Went to see my bezzi at school
I loved the banter, I miss it.
An email has just reminded me that Im going to fail my Psychology exam, aha!
I got a U or 18%, second lowest in the class, well done. Who can blame me pretty much everyone else in that class has done Psychology before. So.
I want another horse, I expect when you read this the girl from Charlie and the Chocolate factory pops up in your head
'Daddy I want another PONY!' ahaha
But I do, I love Ralphie to bits but I want something a bit fresher, younger, so I can compete more. Id better start saving, Again. aha
I scived but hey, Went to see my bezzi at school
I loved the banter, I miss it.
An email has just reminded me that Im going to fail my Psychology exam, aha!
I got a U or 18%, second lowest in the class, well done. Who can blame me pretty much everyone else in that class has done Psychology before. So.
I want another horse, I expect when you read this the girl from Charlie and the Chocolate factory pops up in your head
'Daddy I want another PONY!' ahaha
But I do, I love Ralphie to bits but I want something a bit fresher, younger, so I can compete more. Id better start saving, Again. aha
I wanna turn the whole thing upside down
5th of January, fuck, 2010 went far too quick. Didnt do enough in it to be honest.
New years was abit strange, shame people were ill.
Im currently in bed 'Ill' infact I was just avoiding college as I havn't done any of my work. This is the reason I dont want to go to Uni, apart from getting drunk I would just struggle as I have done over the years to complete work.
I mean the work Ive got to do at the moment is easy, If you can be bothered.
I should really do some now! Aha I have no hope :L
I absolutly adore this photo, I need more times like these!
New years was abit strange, shame people were ill.
Im currently in bed 'Ill' infact I was just avoiding college as I havn't done any of my work. This is the reason I dont want to go to Uni, apart from getting drunk I would just struggle as I have done over the years to complete work.
I mean the work Ive got to do at the moment is easy, If you can be bothered.
I should really do some now! Aha I have no hope :L
I absolutly adore this photo, I need more times like these!
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